11dp3dt BETA

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165!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am pregnant?!?!?!?! I think that is a strong number I feel like those babies are fighting just as hard as I am to stay in there and healthy! I am starting baby asprin today just in case my MC of Kayden was due to a clotting disorder. Beta # 2 Wednesday to see high doubling!!!!! I am still praying and for now and eating apples and pb and salad . Trying to keep babies healthy! Thank you God, please let these babies stay with me long after birth. Thank you everyone for your kind words and support!!! I am over the moon and trying to reel myself in and remember what happened last time but not let it affect me. I am going with positivity since it has gotten me this far.

Are these numbers high IVF ladies?? what were yours?

5dp3dt

So according to that little list I posted today Implantation begins,as the blastocyst begins to bury in the lining.....

I hadnt felt anything really going on down there this morning, no cramping which I have had a lot of the past few days. And it had been a source of concern for me. But this morning I woke up and was like woohooo im not crampy. Then I put the laundry away. Now I am having a few twinges down there. But after reading todays schedule for the embinos, I am hoping it means they are burying in nice and cozy.

I really really really want to be pregnant. Desperately actually. There is 6 days left til beta. LONG 6 days.