6dp3dt

SOMEONE STOP ME FROM POAS.... I did it this morning, and yesterday morning if I am being honest. And they were both stark white. And yesterday that visual kept me on the couch ALL DAY reading Nicholas Sparks New Novel Safe Haven FRONT TO BACK. It was a great book. I highly recommend anyone who loves romance suspense novels. I am telling myself it wouldn't show up now anyway. I want this to work so badly though that it bothers me anyway.





Today according to the schedule I should be... Implantation process continues and morula buries deeper in the lining. So there Kate...Quiet your crazy mind, stop being paranoid. There is a very good chance you may be getting pregnant as we speak. I am trying to keep positive. Eat well, lay low. And take my prenatal and Suppositories. And God has given me so many signs that we are on the right path. I am hoping both embinos are implanting as we speak and by Saturday I should be able to test and get a second line. I will force myself to wait until Saturday to test again. I cant drive myself into anxiety.

Last stim shot hopefully!!!

Holy Poop! I can't believe tonight might already be my last stim shot. I am starting to bruise so I Don't Hate it!!! I may possibly give the trigger tommorow night then retrieve Monday!

I am getting super psyched for the retrieval. I have never done IVF before and have no idea the quality of my eggs, or our embryos. That is the most exciting/ nerve wracking part of this for me. I finally get to know what I am producing in there. And then hopefully have a better idea why it isnt working.

I have bw and us in the morning and then will get the call tommorow afternoon to find out for sure when to trigger. AHHHHH I have the shakes I have so much running through my veins and mind right now.

On the side effect end of things. Bad headaches and some nausea are starting to creep in. Yesterday I had dizziness and the only other time I can remember feeling that exact way was when I was pregnant with kayden (just implanting) and I am hoping it is just another sign from God that this is our time to finally have our family here with us on earth. ...Or it could be meds lol. Also I feel like I shoved Bocce Balls in my abdomen. I can feel my ovaries rubbing on all my other insides and it is so uncomfortable. Also at the point now of having a sharp pain here and there in the breasts and ovaries. I will take it if it brings me a baby(s).

Positive visualizing thoughts tonight for sure. Prayer welcome. <3

Pray for my cycle buddy Baby Hopes while your at it!!! Hope you are stimming away over there BH!! Thinking of you!