12 Weeks

I don't know why but this feels like the biggest milestone for us. I am starting to come out of the constant nausea KNOCK ON WOOD. I am coming into the extreme fatigue. My Husband has been absolutely wonderful. He is waiting on me hand and foot. Worries about everything. Took my nail polish away because he thought it would be bad for the baby, hhaha but even funnier...I Went to the ocean the other day and before I left he said you wont go in the water will you??? I said umm yah, and he said are you allowed to go in the ocean?? I said YES why?! He said i dont know...Ocean monsters...hahahahahahaa. SO CUTE.

My nipples are growing along with everything else and now they are dry and so so so itchy. UGG that's the worst. does anyone else experience this with their pregnancies?? I had this last time before the miscarriage too.

The crib is set up and the medicine fridge is out. I am now at the point where I would like to give away my extra meds. I have some follistim, 2 boxes of Menapur, and extra needles and sanitary wipe things. If anyone is interested please let me know and give me your private email so i can mail them to you.

Thursday I have my first official ob appointment. I hope to see my gummy bear again. If I had to guess I would say I have a pink ballerina in there. The heartbeat on the Doppler is 170-167 consistently.

My boobs are porn star quality now. they have gone up 2 sizes. my nails are strong and long and beautiful for the first time ever, and my super thick hair is even thicker.

I love my baby so much already. I cant wait to meet him or her. I listen to the heartbeat like 2 times a day at least and imagine what it will be like to hold that little piece of me and Jason. Close to my chest, rocking, singing sweet lullabies to My Baby* oh my gosh. It brings me to tears just to think about it.

5 wk 3 days

Feeling good. Less spotting then before. I think it has a lot to do with me being way to crazy at work last week. This week has been more relaxed this week and has felt a lot better.

Symptoms:
Extreme exauhstion. hunger constant. No morning sickness but definately a few low blood sugar moments. Baby brain IS REAL, I have mixed up words constantly and forgotten usual things i would def remember. My back hurts a lot quicker after doing a lot of bending. OH and elatedness!!! haha I know its not a word but after seeing my last numbers I am just relaxing in the fact that I AM pregnant and enjoying it completely.

I cant wait for JUNE 1st it is my ultrasound to see if my twins stuck! Also my little sisters graduation and I am so excited for that too!

I am following everyone still just trying to get to everyones blogs to keep up so I am sorry if im not commenting like i used to! Thanks for sticking with me. Praying for your BFPs.

waiting again...

Tommorow morning I have my follow up beta. I am hoping and praying for great big doubling numbers. I know after tommorows beta being good and doubling I will feel a little more at ease.
But the thing that I will be waiting for on pins and needles is the ultrasound. I want to see if they both made it and I need to see heartbeats before I tell our families.

I am throwing around ideas on how to tell them and I think I found one that might be fun. At a family get together I will say I want to take a family photo of everyone...And as I am about to snap the photo I will say ...Okay, saaayy Kates Pregnant!!! Or okay, saaayyy Kates having Twins!!! And snap a pic of them realizing what I have said.

I havent experienced MS yet, just a few nauseous moments here and there. But the same dry itchy nipples I had with my last pregnancy. A tugging sensation to the left of my bellybutton. sore boobs, and some light cramping, more of aching really. Tired for sure.

So grateful for today. I am pregnant today and thank God every minute for that. I am going to take in every moment this lasts. Because I know not everything does, but on that note i am doing everything possible to keep these babes healthy and snuggled.