**Update 30 weeks 4 days ( 24 hrs after water broke)

So they took an ultrasound this morning and I have a level 2 amniotic fluid... (most people 8-20) so i basically lost it all. But I am not having any contractions...he is measuring 4.8 lbs today but the fact that he is large is probably due to gestational diabetes and most likey will work against and not for him according to the NICU dr I spoke with today.

He through a lot of what we may most likely see him go through and be hooked up to. That was scary but helpful. I feel lucky to have been able to listen to it and absorb it and not after he was born and i was to much in shock to hear it.

So we are a bit prepared for a premmie delivery.

I didn't however get seen by my dr today like we were expecting. I am trying not to be super pissed but instead taking it as a good sign that we werent high enough priority.

In small small almost meaningless news I blew a vein in my hand from an iv and it hurt. It seems stupid to say but it is the only real update I have lol. I have a new one in my arm...much better.

Hopefully I will update tommorow after seeing my dr.

please keep praying for us we need it all.