I have come to the point where I know I have an angel in heaven watching me everyday. Nothing will change that, I will not meet that baby until the day I leave this place. But I am at a point now where I have sad moments amongst good days rather than the other way around.
I am desperate to be pregnant again. It is all I aspire for right now.
Which wil be difficult until IVF #1 because I havent had a period since the august cycle before conception of Kayden....almost 5 months....I am going crazy.